Thoughts, Theories and Ponderables

CygnusX1 · Post by **CygnusX1** » Thu Sep 09, 2010 5:23 am

I haven't been around because I lost my beloved sister and both of her
in-laws in a car accident.

I just got my act together and got back to work yesterday. I still have
moments where I just want to break down.

Here's a little piece of advice:

If you have loved ones you haven't spoken to in a while...

TELL THEM YOU LOVE THEM.

You may not get the chance if you wait.

Soup4Rush · Post by **Soup4Rush** » Thu Sep 09, 2010 5:46 am

Damn Sigs... That is rough!

You sure have had a lot of sadness in the past year.. Hope you are doing OK... Hang tough my brother!! My thoughts are with you and your family..

CygnusX1 · Post by **CygnusX1** » Thu Sep 09, 2010 6:20 am

Thanks Soup.

Yeah, in the last 18 months I have lost a Grandmother, a Uncle, my best
friend and my sister.

I guess we all have to play the hand that was dealt to us, right?

Truthfully - if I wasn't busy keeping the family together I'd be a basket case.

Walkinghairball · Post by **Walkinghairball** » Thu Sep 09, 2010 9:00 am

Damn bro..................*man hugs*

CygnusX1 · Post by **CygnusX1** » Mon Sep 13, 2010 8:50 am

A tribute to my beloved sister Tina

"I Will Not Say Goodbye"
(As sung by Danny Gokey)

Sometimes your world just ends
It changes everything you've been.
And all that's left to be,
is empty, broken, lonely, hoping...

I'm supposed to be strong,
I'm supposed to find a way to carry on
And I don't wanna feel better,
And I don't wanna not remember,
I will always see your face
in the shadows of this haunted place

I will laugh, I will cry,
Shake my fist at the sky...
But I will not say goodbye

They keep saying time will heal,
but the pain just gets more real
The sun comes up each day, and
finds me waiting, fading, hating, praying

If I can keep on holding on,
Maybe I can keep my heart
from knowing that you're gone

And I don't wanna feel better,
I don't wanna not remember,
I will always see your face
in the shadows of this haunted place

I will laugh, I will cry,
shake my fist at the sky...
But I will not say goodbye

I will curse, I will pray,
I will re-live every day
I will shout through the blame,
I'll shout out your name

I will laugh, I will cry,
Shake my fist at the sky
But I will not say...
Will not say goodbye

I will not say goodbye...
I will not say...

I love you and miss you, sis.

Your big brother,

Joey

ElfDude · Post by **ElfDude** » Tue Sep 14, 2010 9:32 pm

Walkinghairball wrote:Damn bro..................*man hugs*

What he said.

CygnusX1 · Post by **CygnusX1** » Wed Sep 15, 2010 4:16 am

Thanks Elf. Did I mention it's good to see you back? It is.

Soup4Rush · Post by **Soup4Rush** » Wed Sep 15, 2010 5:57 am

yeah.. he just kind of snuck in here under the radar!

But its great to have the ElfDude back!!!

ElfDude · Post by **ElfDude** » Wed Sep 15, 2010 6:32 am

Thanks guys.

Walkinghairball · Post by **Walkinghairball** » Wed Sep 15, 2010 7:22 am

What they said.

YYZ30 · Post by **YYZ30** » Wed Sep 15, 2010 7:43 am

Sorry for your loss Siggy - you know if you need anything to holler up north.

Elfie! Good to see you!

CygnusX1 · Post by **CygnusX1** » Wed Sep 15, 2010 7:52 am

YYZ30 wrote:Sorry for your loss Siggy - you know if you need anything to holler up north.

Thank you Zed. You know I will if I need to.

Raiden · Post by **Raiden** » Wed Sep 15, 2010 1:15 pm

Soup4Rush wrote:yeah.. he just kind of snuck in here under the radar! But its great to have the ElfDude back!!!

Elves can sneak under ANYTHING.

CygnusX1 · Post by **CygnusX1** » Wed Mar 09, 2011 5:59 am

...If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care?

...If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened,
would you come?

...If I had one day left to live my life, would you be a part of that last day?

...If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours?

This is a test to see who your real friends are - or if you are just
"someone to talk to" when they are bored.

Remember in this upside-down "it's all about me" mindset of today:

It takes a friend to be a friend.

This has been a free lesson in life from a older and wiser Rush dude.

awip2062 · Post by **awip2062** » Wed Mar 09, 2011 8:33 pm

Siggs, yes.